[my personal shityard]:
just a space for me to pour my thoughts that 80% might delete lol
[attempting]: 11/9/24
i been on zoloft for 3 months now I am doing cool i guess
it helps more with depression but my anxiety is kinda still there
i dont want to increase my dose XD im kinda chill where im at
anyways I'm just living going with the flow
time going by pretty fast which is kinda scary but Uh whatever
just focusing on the present kinda
[fear of the world]: 4/2/24
Insanely anxious recently. Not crippling bad but almost, i so very trying my best to keep myself together. physically uncomfortable and always overthinking.
ive been feeling pretty shitty sometimes at work because ive messed up and forget to things here and there. I try my best
but I mess up a lot, especially alone.
i don't know what i am doing
being realistic is so hard
I want to cry sometimes and hide away from everyone. but i must persist in this difficult world.
[entry 2]: 11/9/23
I am sometimes really scared that i will be so behind in this world and everything that i do will amount 2 nothing.
[entry 1 - beginning]: 11/1/23
as i am typing this im feeling ok. I hate the cold weather i hate the lack of sun. but at least i get to wear
sweaters and jackets i absolutely love.
anyways. thatd be kinda cool to have a clothing section here too, but i'm just gonna
devote all of them to my little dodaads. i can't wait to come back home... wait i forgot i have a long ass day today...
i wish i could come back home to some bright ass sun to take proper photos of my thrifted items/stickers so i can get this page
filled... watever tho
